Crazy ass week back to normal a little :DD

As you all know yes i got heart broken eariler this week :( but then i came like roar ;D so yes angel was a bitch but then i was hanging out with amber and she told me she liked me ;o shes very pretty and kind but idk so went to homecoming together o.o and we kissed and i was happy in a wierd way o.O because i went from happy to sad then back too happy o.o and yeah confusing fuck i want my life to be normal ,_, i want to be a heartless person so i wont catch feelings for the wrong person but honestly im scared to be in a relationship because its so confusing and i dont want to get hurt so give me good advice please? Help a brother out? - pretty boy joey❤️